1 00:00:42,293 --> 00:00:45,359 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 2 00:00:45,813 --> 00:00:47,375 The summer is starting. 3 00:00:47,574 --> 00:00:50,323 But the most important news is that Manuela and I... 4 00:00:50,518 --> 00:00:53,332 ...have been invited to the swimming pool at Daniele's house!" 5 00:00:54,677 --> 00:00:56,498 "I've waited for this moment for months. 6 00:00:56,692 --> 00:00:59,540 Maybe this time he'll pay some attention to me..." 7 00:01:06,133 --> 00:01:07,279 Elvira! 8 00:01:10,614 --> 00:01:11,791 Elvira! 9 00:01:14,358 --> 00:01:17,456 Could you wake your granddaughter up? I'm running late. 10 00:01:19,479 --> 00:01:22,894 Melissa, hurry up, you're going to be late for school. 11 00:01:41,461 --> 00:01:42,509 Elvira? 12 00:01:47,029 --> 00:01:49,233 What are you doing? Can't you hear me? 13 00:01:49,430 --> 00:01:50,640 Please, can you do it? 14 00:01:50,838 --> 00:01:53,488 I'm late, I still have to finish getting ready. 15 00:02:00,373 --> 00:02:01,356 Sorry. 16 00:02:01,558 --> 00:02:03,085 All right, I'll do it myself. 17 00:02:20,629 --> 00:02:22,156 What a mess! 18 00:02:22,934 --> 00:02:25,006 - Sweetheart, the alarm! - Go away! 19 00:02:25,206 --> 00:02:28,239 Sorry, darling, but you're going to be late for school. 20 00:02:28,438 --> 00:02:29,648 Get out! 21 00:02:30,069 --> 00:02:31,247 We arrived at 4 pm. 22 00:02:31,446 --> 00:02:32,590 SUMMER 23 00:02:32,821 --> 00:02:35,310 On the whole way there I just wanted to turn back. 24 00:02:35,510 --> 00:02:36,972 My heart was in my mouth. 25 00:02:37,174 --> 00:02:38,767 - Wait, don't ring! - Why not? 26 00:02:38,965 --> 00:02:39,914 It's still early. 27 00:02:40,118 --> 00:02:42,867 No, it's not, this is the time Titti told us to come. 28 00:02:43,030 --> 00:02:44,404 Feel this. 29 00:02:46,037 --> 00:02:48,338 - I don't feel anything. - But how! 30 00:02:48,533 --> 00:02:51,729 It feels like it's about to explode! Let's get out of here. 31 00:02:51,925 --> 00:02:55,406 Come on! You've had a crush on him for a year and now finally... 32 00:02:55,605 --> 00:02:57,493 I look terrible today. 33 00:02:58,613 --> 00:03:00,752 No way! You look gorgeous. 34 00:03:07,925 --> 00:03:09,486 What if he finds out I can't swim? 35 00:03:09,686 --> 00:03:11,888 - Stay away from the pool. - And if he kisses me... 36 00:03:12,086 --> 00:03:15,053 ...and realizes it's my first time? - Are you crazy? 37 00:03:15,254 --> 00:03:17,425 With all the rehearsing we've done! 38 00:03:21,109 --> 00:03:23,281 - Who's that? - Which? 39 00:03:23,893 --> 00:03:25,868 - The only fuckable one. - You're here! 40 00:03:31,990 --> 00:03:34,511 Don't let her run away! Pin her down, Patrizio! 41 00:03:34,742 --> 00:03:37,775 No! Please let me go! Put me down, don't be a bastard! 42 00:03:37,974 --> 00:03:39,795 - Hello, Manuela. - I'm Manuela. 43 00:03:40,533 --> 00:03:41,963 I'm Melissa. 44 00:03:42,166 --> 00:03:45,483 - Well then hello, Melissa. - Daniele! Come here! 45 00:03:45,686 --> 00:03:47,245 Excuse me. 46 00:03:54,006 --> 00:03:55,467 Well, I... 47 00:04:04,309 --> 00:04:07,538 Fucking assholes, my shoes! 48 00:04:07,733 --> 00:04:10,581 These shoes cost me two hundred euros. 49 00:04:10,838 --> 00:04:14,766 - Who is that girl lying down? - Lavinia, Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch. 50 00:04:15,189 --> 00:04:19,051 Don't even try throwing me in the water or I'll kick your ass. 51 00:04:22,518 --> 00:04:23,794 Honey. 52 00:04:25,398 --> 00:04:26,827 I'm going over there. 53 00:04:27,573 --> 00:04:30,324 Be careful, they'll throw you in the water. 54 00:04:59,701 --> 00:05:01,710 No! She can't swim! 55 00:05:01,910 --> 00:05:04,561 Help her! Do something! 56 00:05:09,173 --> 00:05:10,155 Were you scared? 57 00:05:10,358 --> 00:05:11,787 Me? No. 58 00:05:14,486 --> 00:05:16,656 I thought you knew how to swim. 59 00:05:17,846 --> 00:05:21,556 Yes, I can swim, but... I got scared all of a sudden. 60 00:05:21,782 --> 00:05:23,854 But you just told me you weren't scared. 61 00:05:24,054 --> 00:05:25,298 After! 62 00:05:30,613 --> 00:05:31,955 You got scared. 63 00:05:34,741 --> 00:05:37,971 Come on! I'll show you the nicest part of the garden. 64 00:06:01,334 --> 00:06:04,268 So you don't know how to swim. I can teach you one day. 65 00:06:04,501 --> 00:06:07,403 You can come back, without all these people. 66 00:06:07,605 --> 00:06:09,995 - Well? - Well what? 67 00:06:10,199 --> 00:06:11,539 Will you come? 68 00:06:11,733 --> 00:06:13,774 - Yes. - You like it here? 69 00:06:13,974 --> 00:06:15,118 Yes. 70 00:06:15,894 --> 00:06:17,236 And you like me? 71 00:06:20,117 --> 00:06:23,412 - Enough. - What does your father do? 72 00:06:23,605 --> 00:06:25,166 Engineer. 73 00:06:27,093 --> 00:06:29,199 - He builds streets? - No. Oil. 74 00:06:29,398 --> 00:06:31,951 He's on a platform in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 75 00:06:32,150 --> 00:06:34,004 He'll be back within a year. 76 00:06:35,158 --> 00:06:36,368 And your mother? 77 00:06:36,566 --> 00:06:37,996 She sells bridal gowns. 78 00:06:38,198 --> 00:06:41,232 - Do you have any brothers? - No. Just a friend. 79 00:06:41,462 --> 00:06:43,698 - You confide in her. - Yes. 80 00:06:43,894 --> 00:06:46,260 - Do you tell her everything? - Yes. 81 00:06:59,733 --> 00:07:01,969 And what will you tell her about me? 82 00:07:02,581 --> 00:07:03,891 I don't know. 83 00:07:05,878 --> 00:07:07,155 You look like a kid. 84 00:07:07,382 --> 00:07:08,494 How old are you? 85 00:07:08,694 --> 00:07:10,636 Fifteen and a half. 86 00:07:22,934 --> 00:07:25,105 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 87 00:07:25,877 --> 00:07:27,252 Do you? 88 00:07:27,446 --> 00:07:29,716 - What? - A girlfriend! 89 00:07:31,478 --> 00:07:32,787 No, I don't. 90 00:07:34,070 --> 00:07:35,052 Are you a virgin? 91 00:07:36,407 --> 00:07:37,683 Yes. 92 00:07:38,165 --> 00:07:40,338 - How many times have you been kissed? - Twice. 93 00:07:40,534 --> 00:07:42,421 Which one did you like the best? 94 00:07:43,510 --> 00:07:44,917 The first. 95 00:07:57,014 --> 00:07:58,323 Get up. 96 00:08:00,182 --> 00:08:01,938 What do you want from me? 97 00:08:02,710 --> 00:08:04,368 You want to kiss me? 98 00:08:07,670 --> 00:08:09,296 You want to kiss me? 99 00:08:10,966 --> 00:08:12,276 You want to kiss me? 100 00:08:13,239 --> 00:08:14,667 You want to kiss me? 101 00:08:16,534 --> 00:08:17,646 Yes. 102 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:21,268 Then kiss my dick. 103 00:08:31,094 --> 00:08:32,817 Put it in your mouth. 104 00:08:47,830 --> 00:08:49,618 What are you doing? 105 00:09:10,262 --> 00:09:13,393 Maybe next time you'll kiss me on the mouth. 106 00:09:19,606 --> 00:09:21,939 I haven't seen him since that day. 107 00:09:22,614 --> 00:09:25,875 I've spent a gloomy summer full of choking tears... 108 00:09:26,101 --> 00:09:29,167 ...waiting for a phone call that never came. 109 00:09:30,678 --> 00:09:33,776 I wanted to vanish, to fly away very, very far... 110 00:09:34,774 --> 00:09:38,352 ...like my father, to the other side of the world. 111 00:09:40,918 --> 00:09:42,511 AUTUMN 112 00:09:47,318 --> 00:09:49,390 Don't make that face. Relax! 113 00:09:49,622 --> 00:09:53,364 I'd like to see you in my place! After what happened he disappeared! 114 00:09:53,557 --> 00:09:55,697 Forget about him, he doesn't care about you. 115 00:09:55,894 --> 00:09:59,789 I never said he cared about me, but I care about him. 116 00:10:00,406 --> 00:10:02,348 And it gets worse every day. 117 00:10:03,574 --> 00:10:05,035 Let's go. 118 00:10:05,942 --> 00:10:07,437 - Good morning. - Good morning. 119 00:10:08,150 --> 00:10:09,872 - Good morning. - Good morning. 120 00:10:18,326 --> 00:10:20,596 Come in, young ladies. 121 00:10:20,821 --> 00:10:23,408 We were very glad to wait for you, right? 122 00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:25,331 Roll! 123 00:10:26,775 --> 00:10:28,181 - Abemo, Elisabetta. - Here. 124 00:10:28,374 --> 00:10:30,284 - Bozzini, Manuela. - Here. 125 00:10:30,486 --> 00:10:32,079 Caldiron, Clelia and Leo. 126 00:10:32,278 --> 00:10:33,358 - Here. - Here. 127 00:10:33,558 --> 00:10:35,052 De Angelis, Marco. 128 00:10:35,254 --> 00:10:36,335 First day of school. 129 00:10:37,014 --> 00:10:38,323 I'm so nervous. 130 00:10:38,517 --> 00:10:40,591 A new student. Good start! 131 00:10:40,918 --> 00:10:44,082 I must see him. But he isn't here. 132 00:10:44,278 --> 00:10:47,245 Holidays are over for everybody, except for him. 133 00:10:49,526 --> 00:10:50,932 I am Marco De Angelis. 134 00:10:54,518 --> 00:10:56,657 You know I should kick you out? 135 00:10:59,350 --> 00:11:02,733 No, too easy. Come on in. Find a place. 136 00:11:04,982 --> 00:11:07,437 I try to hate him for what he did to me... 137 00:11:07,638 --> 00:11:10,005 ...but I can't. I still love him. 138 00:11:10,966 --> 00:11:14,315 At the favorite seat. They call it the Seat of Death. 139 00:11:20,118 --> 00:11:21,166 He's so cool! 140 00:11:21,366 --> 00:11:22,893 What a loser! 141 00:11:23,094 --> 00:11:25,963 Ah, you're a tough one! Let's inaugurate the register. 142 00:11:26,166 --> 00:11:27,989 With a nice three. 143 00:11:28,598 --> 00:11:30,191 He doesn't know how much I like him. 144 00:11:30,422 --> 00:11:33,651 Even though he humiliated me, I forgive him. 145 00:11:33,845 --> 00:11:37,708 If I could hold him tight, just once, I'd make him understand. 146 00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:40,238 Call me, my love. 147 00:11:40,438 --> 00:11:42,959 Call me, call me... 148 00:11:43,158 --> 00:11:44,587 ...call me... 149 00:11:54,999 --> 00:11:57,649 - One... - I'll go! 150 00:11:57,846 --> 00:11:59,406 ...two... 151 00:12:00,917 --> 00:12:02,128 ...three... 152 00:12:02,326 --> 00:12:03,920 Yes, it's morning here! 153 00:12:04,630 --> 00:12:07,347 I'll pass you to her right away. And how are you? 154 00:12:07,510 --> 00:12:09,452 Melissa, run, it's Dad! 155 00:12:10,262 --> 00:12:13,458 Melissa! Open up! It's Dad! 156 00:12:13,654 --> 00:12:15,858 Why do you two always lock yourselves in there? 157 00:12:16,054 --> 00:12:19,404 Do you want to talk first to your mother or your daughter? 158 00:12:19,670 --> 00:12:23,248 Daddy, you know I dreamt about you? 159 00:12:23,447 --> 00:12:27,025 Yes, we were in Paris, but it was our house. 160 00:12:27,190 --> 00:12:29,775 It'd be more practical if you used your own bathroom. 161 00:12:29,974 --> 00:12:33,967 - I'm being good. But you be good too! - At least don't lock yourselves inside. 162 00:12:34,166 --> 00:12:36,653 No, I'm begging you! Please, don't smoke. 163 00:12:36,854 --> 00:12:38,031 - It bothers me in the bathroom. 164 00:12:38,134 --> 00:12:40,851 - I'm still waiting for your e-mails. 165 00:12:41,045 --> 00:12:42,934 I'll quit right away! 166 00:12:43,607 --> 00:12:46,094 I'm smoking the last one! 167 00:12:46,294 --> 00:12:48,050 I'll pass you to her. 168 00:12:51,159 --> 00:12:52,499 Hi, darling! 169 00:12:54,999 --> 00:12:57,070 Of course I'm taking my medicine. 170 00:12:57,301 --> 00:12:59,538 Why do you always say the same thing? 171 00:12:59,734 --> 00:13:02,319 And then they say that old folks lose their minds! 172 00:13:02,518 --> 00:13:05,201 "Dear Diary, my family is a disaster. 173 00:13:05,398 --> 00:13:07,951 Father is so far away, Mother doesn't understand a thing. 174 00:13:08,150 --> 00:13:10,769 Thank God I've got Grandma and Manuela, my best friend." 175 00:13:10,967 --> 00:13:11,914 Slow down! 176 00:13:12,117 --> 00:13:15,086 You shouldn't be afraid with me! Ever! 177 00:13:15,350 --> 00:13:17,041 Okay, but be careful! 178 00:13:17,238 --> 00:13:20,238 - You trust me? - Yes, you're the best! 179 00:13:27,830 --> 00:13:29,291 I hate gym... 180 00:13:29,493 --> 00:13:31,762 ...but I'm sure Manu hates it more than I do. 181 00:13:31,958 --> 00:13:33,814 At least we don't have to study. 182 00:13:34,006 --> 00:13:37,235 This year I want something different. 183 00:13:37,430 --> 00:13:39,153 Every day at school I hope to see him. 184 00:13:39,350 --> 00:13:41,771 It's happened twice already, in the hallway. 185 00:13:41,974 --> 00:13:44,821 He didn't see me, or he pretended not to. 186 00:14:13,078 --> 00:14:16,461 How strange, I feel my body much more than before. 187 00:14:16,758 --> 00:14:18,188 I like it... 188 00:14:18,615 --> 00:14:21,035 ...but with him I'd like it even more. 189 00:14:21,719 --> 00:14:23,311 Did you get excited? 190 00:14:23,509 --> 00:14:26,641 Wow, you're well-equipped! Who would have thought? 191 00:14:27,478 --> 00:14:29,366 Relax, it's just envy. 192 00:14:30,198 --> 00:14:33,067 I want him. I'm so sure. 193 00:14:50,455 --> 00:14:52,821 Yes, I went to see the one you suggested. 194 00:14:53,013 --> 00:14:54,738 It looked like a prison! 195 00:14:55,381 --> 00:14:57,008 No, I found another one. 196 00:14:57,206 --> 00:14:59,442 A luxury one. Wait a moment. 197 00:14:59,927 --> 00:15:01,334 Here it is! 198 00:15:04,119 --> 00:15:06,093 "Elegant ambience... 199 00:15:06,423 --> 00:15:09,139 ...highly qualified medical personnel." 200 00:15:09,975 --> 00:15:11,697 Eighteen hundred euros. 201 00:15:12,117 --> 00:15:14,606 No, I still haven't spoken to her about it. 202 00:15:14,806 --> 00:15:17,457 You know it's not easy with her. 203 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:20,401 Why don't you speak to her? 204 00:15:20,598 --> 00:15:22,802 Okay, okay. I'll try. 205 00:15:23,926 --> 00:15:25,355 Melissa? 206 00:15:26,519 --> 00:15:29,453 Yes, she'll be upset at the beginning, but later... 207 00:15:29,654 --> 00:15:31,922 You know how children are. 208 00:15:32,118 --> 00:15:34,354 Don't worry, I was firm about the moped... 209 00:15:34,550 --> 00:15:36,557 ...but she always drives Manuela's. 210 00:15:37,206 --> 00:15:40,523 She signed up for swimming lessons. 211 00:15:41,879 --> 00:15:44,725 This time she's really going to learn. 212 00:15:45,591 --> 00:15:48,078 Hello? Can you hear me? 213 00:15:49,494 --> 00:15:50,802 Hello? 214 00:15:52,246 --> 00:15:53,555 Elvira! 215 00:15:57,815 --> 00:16:00,432 I lent it to Melissa but now I need it. 216 00:16:00,950 --> 00:16:03,154 I'm having tea with some friends. 217 00:16:06,167 --> 00:16:08,501 How can you live with such a mess? 218 00:16:08,918 --> 00:16:12,147 At least in my own room I can do as I please, no? 219 00:16:12,310 --> 00:16:14,548 Here, this was in the living room. 220 00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:19,725 Forgive me. It won't happen again. I promise. 221 00:16:19,926 --> 00:16:23,538 How can you go out at this hour? Do you want me to come pick you up? 222 00:16:24,182 --> 00:16:26,287 Don't worry, I'll take the bus. 223 00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:28,373 No, no, take a cab. 224 00:16:29,110 --> 00:16:30,484 Cabs are expensive. 225 00:16:30,678 --> 00:16:33,995 It's okay. I'll pay for it, don't make me worry. 226 00:16:34,742 --> 00:16:36,084 I have to talk to you... 227 00:16:36,278 --> 00:16:38,667 ...but not now, you've got things to do. 228 00:16:38,965 --> 00:16:41,649 Tell me, my friends will wait. 229 00:16:44,214 --> 00:16:46,767 - Did you take your pill? - Yes. 230 00:16:48,470 --> 00:16:50,064 No, I didn't take it. 231 00:16:50,870 --> 00:16:52,660 But that's my business. 232 00:16:52,854 --> 00:16:55,057 No, really it's our business also. 233 00:16:55,254 --> 00:16:57,524 They are good for your heart. 234 00:17:01,366 --> 00:17:03,254 My mum hates Grandma. Sometimes I think... 235 00:17:03,446 --> 00:17:05,684 ...it's because she's jealous of our relationship. 236 00:17:05,879 --> 00:17:09,327 Thank God she can't interfere between Manu and me. I adore her. 237 00:17:10,550 --> 00:17:12,525 According to her, I need to be brave... 238 00:17:12,726 --> 00:17:14,580 ...and talk to Daniele, face to face. 239 00:17:14,774 --> 00:17:16,815 They said Daniele's already here! 240 00:17:37,815 --> 00:17:39,505 Look at me. 241 00:17:39,670 --> 00:17:42,736 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. 242 00:18:21,207 --> 00:18:22,897 But you're Melissa! 243 00:18:23,414 --> 00:18:25,683 You've grown, I almost didn't recognize you. 244 00:18:25,878 --> 00:18:27,122 How old are you? 245 00:18:27,350 --> 00:18:29,326 I'm almost 16. 246 00:18:31,190 --> 00:18:32,652 Come. 247 00:18:42,039 --> 00:18:44,308 Arnaldo, you remember Melissa? 248 00:18:44,534 --> 00:18:45,811 Melissa... 249 00:18:46,839 --> 00:18:49,458 You're also cute when dry. Congratulations. 250 00:18:49,654 --> 00:18:52,077 Let's toast to our reunion! 251 00:18:56,119 --> 00:18:59,217 - Lavinia, babe? Everything okay? - I want to leave. This is annoying. 252 00:18:59,415 --> 00:19:00,909 Did you think about me? 253 00:19:02,870 --> 00:19:05,903 I want to ask you something. But not here. 254 00:19:07,126 --> 00:19:08,534 Wanna come with me? 255 00:19:15,606 --> 00:19:17,199 Let's go. 256 00:19:44,055 --> 00:19:46,705 You're even prettier than last summer. 257 00:19:57,207 --> 00:19:59,182 Can I ask you a question? 258 00:20:01,238 --> 00:20:03,093 Do you want to kiss me? 259 00:20:39,159 --> 00:20:41,298 Are you still a virgin? 260 00:20:42,518 --> 00:20:44,012 Yes. 261 00:20:44,759 --> 00:20:46,930 Do you want to do it with me? 262 00:21:01,558 --> 00:21:03,445 I want you so much. 263 00:21:13,559 --> 00:21:15,217 Put this on. 264 00:22:03,350 --> 00:22:04,877 I love you. 265 00:22:05,078 --> 00:22:06,485 I love you. 266 00:22:06,678 --> 00:22:08,305 I love you. 267 00:22:11,575 --> 00:22:13,362 I don't love you. 268 00:22:24,279 --> 00:22:26,100 You're an idiot. 269 00:22:27,543 --> 00:22:29,167 Who asked you? 270 00:22:42,710 --> 00:22:44,204 Dad, dear Dad... 271 00:22:44,694 --> 00:22:47,695 ...you can't imagine how much I'd like you to be here. 272 00:22:47,895 --> 00:22:51,157 I would tell you to go to Daniele's house, to spit on his face... 273 00:22:51,351 --> 00:22:53,903 ...to make him kneel, to beat him... 274 00:22:54,070 --> 00:22:56,820 ...humiliate him as he did with me. 275 00:22:58,039 --> 00:23:01,355 But why is it that only men can behave like that? 276 00:23:02,808 --> 00:23:05,906 From this moment on I swear that I too will do as they do. 277 00:23:06,071 --> 00:23:08,013 I will think only of my pleasure. 278 00:23:08,213 --> 00:23:10,254 I will treat them all the same. 279 00:23:10,455 --> 00:23:12,210 Not caring for their feelings... 280 00:23:12,407 --> 00:23:14,676 ...not caring who I have in front of me. 281 00:23:16,726 --> 00:23:18,614 Your daughter, Melissa. 282 00:23:22,327 --> 00:23:25,588 But no! What are you talking about? 283 00:23:25,750 --> 00:23:28,467 No, I know you, Daria. 284 00:23:28,630 --> 00:23:30,518 You've already decided everything. 285 00:23:30,775 --> 00:23:32,433 Actually, you know what I think? 286 00:23:32,630 --> 00:23:35,413 I'll probably feel more at home over there than here. 287 00:23:35,607 --> 00:23:38,771 Your attention gets on my nerves. I know it's sincere... 288 00:23:38,967 --> 00:23:41,204 ...but it's irritating all the same. 289 00:23:43,862 --> 00:23:45,837 I'm worried about Melissa. 290 00:23:46,295 --> 00:23:48,237 She counts on me. 291 00:23:49,335 --> 00:23:50,929 And on me! 292 00:23:53,558 --> 00:23:55,282 Are you sure? 293 00:23:58,134 --> 00:24:00,173 Why do you treat me like this? 294 00:24:27,798 --> 00:24:29,806 Are you sure I can smoke here? 295 00:24:30,007 --> 00:24:33,073 - Lf not, I'm not going. - In theory you can't... 296 00:24:33,302 --> 00:24:35,538 ...but everybody does, so they turn a blind eye. 297 00:24:35,733 --> 00:24:38,768 Unfortunately. You should quit. You know how bad it is for you. 298 00:24:38,966 --> 00:24:41,716 And you don't know how good it is for me! 299 00:24:43,862 --> 00:24:46,765 "Dear Diary, Mom has sent Grandma to a home." 300 00:24:48,791 --> 00:24:51,692 - Damn, it's pouring! - Give me the umbrella. 301 00:24:52,439 --> 00:24:55,537 "She took the horrible decision without consulting me. 302 00:24:55,767 --> 00:24:57,741 I don't mean anything to her. 303 00:24:57,910 --> 00:25:00,365 But when Dad comes home for Christmas... 304 00:25:00,566 --> 00:25:01,996 ...we'll take her back home, 305 00:25:02,103 --> 00:25:03,858 and she will stay with us forever." 306 00:25:04,374 --> 00:25:06,676 Do you want to give me the umbrella? 307 00:25:07,670 --> 00:25:10,769 Elvira, what are you doing? You'll get soaked! 308 00:25:15,575 --> 00:25:17,517 Sweetheart, why are you doing this? 309 00:25:17,719 --> 00:25:19,823 You know Grandma has a heart condition. 310 00:25:19,990 --> 00:25:21,616 She needs to be taken care of! 311 00:25:21,815 --> 00:25:23,275 Come on, out! 312 00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:30,093 Thank you. 313 00:25:36,759 --> 00:25:38,320 Good morning. 314 00:25:49,335 --> 00:25:51,571 Well, now what's the matter? 315 00:25:52,406 --> 00:25:53,934 Up, up child! 316 00:26:05,399 --> 00:26:06,959 Nice, no? 317 00:26:07,958 --> 00:26:09,748 Warm colors... 318 00:26:14,359 --> 00:26:16,017 The nurses are lovely. 319 00:26:16,630 --> 00:26:19,248 I would almost come to stay myself! 320 00:26:19,670 --> 00:26:21,459 Where are the sockets? 321 00:26:21,655 --> 00:26:23,313 Ah, there's one... 322 00:26:24,662 --> 00:26:28,011 - But the lamp's plugged. - It needs a double plug! 323 00:26:30,775 --> 00:26:32,597 Surely there is one. 324 00:26:37,847 --> 00:26:40,083 Found it! There you go. 325 00:26:40,278 --> 00:26:42,798 - They're so organized! - Aren't they? 326 00:26:48,599 --> 00:26:51,087 Home is where the radio is. 327 00:26:52,918 --> 00:26:54,991 It has changed my life! 328 00:26:56,950 --> 00:26:58,325 Grandma... 329 00:26:59,511 --> 00:27:01,715 I'll go call the head nurse. 330 00:27:20,279 --> 00:27:21,937 Melissa! 331 00:27:22,774 --> 00:27:24,847 Melissa, don't be sad. 332 00:27:26,231 --> 00:27:28,086 Nothing will ever change between us. 333 00:27:28,278 --> 00:27:30,254 You'll come visit whenever you want... 334 00:27:30,454 --> 00:27:32,821 ...and I'll make you a marvelous cup of tea. 335 00:27:33,016 --> 00:27:35,917 You really don't mind being here? 336 00:27:38,199 --> 00:27:42,388 "Paradise is where I am," your grandpa used to say. 337 00:27:42,934 --> 00:27:45,203 A fantastically self-centered man! 338 00:27:47,990 --> 00:27:50,324 Here we go. Watch how it's done. 339 00:27:52,407 --> 00:27:56,302 Let's get rid of this shitty old lady blanket! 340 00:28:03,319 --> 00:28:04,845 See? 341 00:28:05,848 --> 00:28:07,919 It's something else entirely! 342 00:28:08,567 --> 00:28:10,322 Doesn't take a thing. 343 00:28:13,495 --> 00:28:15,534 Grandma! Grandma! 344 00:28:16,759 --> 00:28:18,614 Don't cry, my treasure! 345 00:28:18,806 --> 00:28:21,807 - It's not a goodbye! - But you're the one who's crying! 346 00:28:29,239 --> 00:28:30,667 Music! 347 00:29:05,655 --> 00:29:06,931 Your favorites! 348 00:29:07,127 --> 00:29:08,818 Risotto with mushrooms or paella? 349 00:29:09,496 --> 00:29:10,923 Nothing. 350 00:29:11,158 --> 00:29:15,020 Don't worry about me. You only know how to hurt. 351 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:18,029 Sweetheart! Why do you treat me like this? 352 00:29:18,230 --> 00:29:20,533 What trouble did she give you? 353 00:29:21,048 --> 00:29:22,902 You should be happy now. 354 00:29:23,095 --> 00:29:25,714 Finally your ashtrays will be clean. 355 00:29:32,887 --> 00:29:34,609 You're angry with me? 356 00:29:35,575 --> 00:29:37,201 I adore Grandma! 357 00:29:37,399 --> 00:29:39,701 Without her the house will be empty. 358 00:29:40,055 --> 00:29:42,510 Believe me, I'm sorrier than you are. 359 00:29:44,150 --> 00:29:45,395 So let's go and bring her back, now! 360 00:29:47,095 --> 00:29:49,713 Sweetheart... 361 00:29:51,608 --> 00:29:53,495 She'll be happier there. 362 00:29:54,134 --> 00:29:56,339 I met her neighbors. Really nice people! 363 00:29:58,199 --> 00:30:00,751 Daddy would have never allowed it. 364 00:30:03,831 --> 00:30:07,060 Yes, he would. We decided it together. 365 00:30:07,254 --> 00:30:08,816 Liar. 366 00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:10,804 Melissa... 367 00:30:11,031 --> 00:30:12,918 ...stay with me for a while. 368 00:30:19,926 --> 00:30:22,195 "Dear Diary, my mother is a monster. 369 00:30:22,294 --> 00:30:23,222 And my father? 370 00:30:23,318 --> 00:30:24,726 Did they agree? 371 00:30:24,919 --> 00:30:26,828 I can't believe it. 372 00:30:27,255 --> 00:30:29,164 But if it were true...? 373 00:30:29,366 --> 00:30:32,662 I want to rebel but there's nothing I can do. 374 00:30:32,855 --> 00:30:34,229 I don't count." 375 00:30:34,839 --> 00:30:38,668 How did it go with your grandma? I'm in the movies with my mother. 376 00:30:38,870 --> 00:30:39,853 Boring! MANU 377 00:30:40,087 --> 00:30:43,087 "Now I'm alone. Completely alone. 378 00:30:44,375 --> 00:30:47,244 Rage, rage, rage. 379 00:30:47,991 --> 00:30:51,886 Fury, rage, fury..." 380 00:30:58,199 --> 00:31:01,166 I can't believe it! There's the new guy, Marco! 381 00:31:01,366 --> 00:31:03,920 He's gorgeous! What do I do? Do I say hi? 382 00:31:30,550 --> 00:31:31,958 Why don't you answer? Okay... 383 00:31:32,152 --> 00:31:35,861 Remember that asshole from Italian interrogates us tomorrow. Ciao! 384 00:31:42,487 --> 00:31:43,949 "Today is my birthday. 385 00:31:44,151 --> 00:31:47,250 Mum gave me a present that I'll never open. 386 00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:49,967 Dad called when I was out and did not try again. 387 00:31:50,166 --> 00:31:52,655 To wake up without Grandma is horrible. 388 00:31:52,854 --> 00:31:54,578 The house is empty without her." 389 00:31:54,743 --> 00:31:55,692 No grades today. 390 00:31:56,823 --> 00:31:58,513 We'll read the newspaper. 391 00:32:00,055 --> 00:32:02,575 "According to a recent poll... 392 00:32:02,775 --> 00:32:06,036 ...seventy-five percent of Italians are practicing Catholics." 393 00:32:06,935 --> 00:32:09,454 "I am 16, I'm not a child anymore. 394 00:32:10,615 --> 00:32:14,477 I want to be cruel to the world as the world has been cruel to me." 395 00:32:14,679 --> 00:32:17,526 May I interrupt your makeup session, Titti? 396 00:32:17,719 --> 00:32:21,493 Do you believe in something? I, for example, I'm agnostic. 397 00:32:22,967 --> 00:32:24,722 At home they all go to Mass. 398 00:32:24,918 --> 00:32:28,464 So during Mass, do you also think only of re-applying your makeup? 399 00:32:30,039 --> 00:32:33,454 - The twins there, "roses and flowers"? - We're pantheists. 400 00:32:33,654 --> 00:32:35,247 Like Paris Hilton. 401 00:32:35,448 --> 00:32:38,764 "It's simple: Provoke, seduce, use... 402 00:32:38,967 --> 00:32:41,649 ...and throw away. Everyone takes what they want." 403 00:32:41,847 --> 00:32:43,057 Do you believe? 404 00:32:46,167 --> 00:32:47,280 In what? 405 00:32:47,479 --> 00:32:50,326 In God, for example? Are you religious at home? 406 00:32:50,519 --> 00:32:52,113 My mother is... 407 00:32:52,311 --> 00:32:54,034 ...my father isn't. 408 00:32:54,230 --> 00:32:55,725 I... I don't know. 409 00:32:55,928 --> 00:32:58,132 But you have to believe in something. 410 00:32:58,327 --> 00:33:00,050 I'd like to think that there is a God. 411 00:33:00,247 --> 00:33:02,636 To confide in someone who always listens. 412 00:33:03,063 --> 00:33:04,885 Rather, who already knows everything... 413 00:33:05,079 --> 00:33:06,989 ...so you don't have to explain anything. 414 00:33:07,191 --> 00:33:08,914 Better than a diary! 415 00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:13,331 It would be nice if there were a God. God can never betray you. 416 00:33:13,526 --> 00:33:14,836 But Daniele can! 417 00:33:18,935 --> 00:33:21,139 If this was an immaturity test... 418 00:33:21,335 --> 00:33:23,572 ...you would pass with flying colors. 419 00:33:29,334 --> 00:33:30,862 You still thinking about him? 420 00:33:31,032 --> 00:33:34,414 If I were a boy I'd never let a girl like you get away. 421 00:33:34,615 --> 00:33:36,503 Would you have loved me? 422 00:33:41,207 --> 00:33:42,636 Forever and ever. 423 00:33:42,839 --> 00:33:45,010 I could smack him. 424 00:33:45,558 --> 00:33:46,933 No, he did well. 425 00:33:47,127 --> 00:33:50,356 - To treat you that way? - Now I know who he really is. 426 00:33:50,583 --> 00:33:54,642 It's easy to be like him. Come! I'll show you. 427 00:34:01,399 --> 00:34:02,480 Hello. 428 00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:05,013 - Two milk shakes. - Do you have Banana Splits? 429 00:34:05,207 --> 00:34:06,615 No, I m sorry. 430 00:34:08,470 --> 00:34:10,359 It's hot, no? 431 00:34:17,590 --> 00:34:19,957 Do you like that guy over there? 432 00:34:21,078 --> 00:34:23,894 - That guy? Are you crazy? - Would you do him? 433 00:34:24,887 --> 00:34:26,775 No way. 434 00:34:26,967 --> 00:34:28,276 Me neither. 435 00:34:28,503 --> 00:34:30,291 But he'd do me. 436 00:34:30,839 --> 00:34:33,173 Do you see how he's looking at me? 437 00:34:33,367 --> 00:34:34,644 No. 438 00:34:34,968 --> 00:34:36,527 Here are the milkshakes. 439 00:34:40,374 --> 00:34:42,284 Well, I'm going to make him crazy. 440 00:34:42,488 --> 00:34:43,633 Wanna bet? 441 00:34:55,894 --> 00:34:57,040 Cut it out! 442 00:34:57,240 --> 00:34:59,889 This is what Daniele does. Like me, look. 443 00:35:02,039 --> 00:35:03,567 What's he doing? 444 00:35:03,767 --> 00:35:05,556 He put his hand in his pocket. 445 00:35:05,751 --> 00:35:08,653 - Why? - Take a wild guess! 446 00:35:16,054 --> 00:35:17,549 What do you want to do? 447 00:36:01,174 --> 00:36:03,085 - I'm going! - So am I. 448 00:36:07,031 --> 00:36:08,373 Let's go! 449 00:36:08,567 --> 00:36:11,056 See? Easy, no? 450 00:36:12,759 --> 00:36:14,451 You're crazy! 451 00:36:14,648 --> 00:36:16,687 Nobody will be able to hurt me again. 452 00:36:16,886 --> 00:36:19,537 I will defeat pain with rage. 453 00:36:20,151 --> 00:36:22,006 I cut my face with a razor. 454 00:36:22,199 --> 00:36:24,272 Hurt like hell, but I resisted. 455 00:36:24,471 --> 00:36:25,933 I am strong. 456 00:36:26,135 --> 00:36:29,964 I don't cry. I don't cry. I don't cry. 457 00:36:30,936 --> 00:36:34,481 Dad has finally called to say he wasn't coming for Christmas. 458 00:36:34,808 --> 00:36:37,623 WINTER 459 00:36:40,568 --> 00:36:42,477 Elvira! Melissa! 460 00:36:42,679 --> 00:36:45,167 - Sorry I'm late. - No problem. 461 00:36:45,367 --> 00:36:46,895 You look fabulous! 462 00:36:47,095 --> 00:36:49,461 Melissa, come quick, Grandma's here! 463 00:36:51,127 --> 00:36:52,076 Grandma! 464 00:36:52,279 --> 00:36:53,840 Melissa! 465 00:36:54,231 --> 00:36:56,370 My love, my love... 466 00:36:59,991 --> 00:37:03,406 So, what happened to my armchair? 467 00:37:03,607 --> 00:37:06,129 Don't you like that one? It's much more comfortable. 468 00:37:06,328 --> 00:37:07,571 It's ugly. 469 00:37:07,766 --> 00:37:09,393 No, it's a very famous design. 470 00:37:09,591 --> 00:37:11,598 One of Mrs. Adele's clients suggested it! 471 00:37:12,792 --> 00:37:14,679 How did you scratch yourself? 472 00:37:14,871 --> 00:37:16,398 It's nothing... 473 00:37:30,935 --> 00:37:32,691 What did you cook for me? 474 00:37:32,887 --> 00:37:34,261 Hang on. 475 00:37:35,287 --> 00:37:38,452 It's almost ready! I just have to heat it up. 476 00:37:38,648 --> 00:37:40,469 Soy sauce or chili sauce? 477 00:37:41,367 --> 00:37:43,406 Tea first. Will you make it for me? 478 00:37:43,607 --> 00:37:45,266 - Apple tea? - Yes. 479 00:37:56,695 --> 00:37:58,103 So? 480 00:37:58,998 --> 00:38:00,755 Melissa is having problems. 481 00:38:01,271 --> 00:38:03,158 She's going through a difficult time. 482 00:38:03,350 --> 00:38:05,293 What are you talking about? 483 00:38:05,848 --> 00:38:07,374 She seems very calm to me. 484 00:38:07,576 --> 00:38:09,615 But do you ever look in her eyes? 485 00:38:10,296 --> 00:38:11,757 Of course! 486 00:38:12,471 --> 00:38:16,268 Melissa is still a child. She doesn't even have a boyfriend. 487 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:20,404 I think you should keep a closer eye on her. I know her. 488 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:22,356 Why, and I don't? 489 00:38:27,479 --> 00:38:28,974 Here, Grandma. 490 00:38:29,496 --> 00:38:32,081 - Nothing for me? - Melissa. 491 00:38:40,855 --> 00:38:42,611 My room! 492 00:38:43,575 --> 00:38:46,161 She's turned it into a utility closet! 493 00:38:50,871 --> 00:38:54,515 Just so you know, food's on the table in six minutes! 494 00:38:58,167 --> 00:39:00,022 I knew it was here! 495 00:39:02,359 --> 00:39:05,905 Now I'm going to show you something you've never seen. 496 00:39:18,551 --> 00:39:21,007 I knew she wouldn't be able to find it! 497 00:39:21,432 --> 00:39:23,602 Good. Close the door. 498 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:32,309 Wow, Grandma! 499 00:39:32,471 --> 00:39:34,413 You're stunning! 500 00:39:36,087 --> 00:39:38,160 He wanted me like that. 501 00:39:41,974 --> 00:39:44,877 - Grandpa? - No, before. 502 00:39:45,432 --> 00:39:47,286 I was just a little older than you. 503 00:39:47,479 --> 00:39:48,689 Two... 504 00:39:48,888 --> 00:39:50,415 ...three... 505 00:39:50,615 --> 00:39:52,338 ...four... 506 00:39:52,535 --> 00:39:54,640 ...five... 507 00:39:55,863 --> 00:39:58,732 We escaped to Paris together. 508 00:39:59,159 --> 00:40:00,752 Were you in love? 509 00:40:02,199 --> 00:40:03,760 Only at night. 510 00:40:05,111 --> 00:40:07,532 He didn't understand me... 511 00:40:07,735 --> 00:40:09,329 ...just my body. 512 00:40:09,528 --> 00:40:11,414 And I understood his. 513 00:40:12,247 --> 00:40:14,800 During the day, I despised him. 514 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,777 But I couldn't live without him. 515 00:40:18,679 --> 00:40:20,567 He cheated on me... 516 00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:23,127 ...he humiliated me... 517 00:40:23,736 --> 00:40:25,710 ...but then, with one kiss... 518 00:40:26,328 --> 00:40:28,500 ...I'd forgive him everything. 519 00:40:34,166 --> 00:40:36,982 One night, he didn't come back. 520 00:40:37,176 --> 00:40:39,794 He'd gone off with someone else. Without a word. 521 00:40:41,496 --> 00:40:44,048 But he had forgotten his gun. 522 00:40:46,775 --> 00:40:50,966 I thought to myself, "Do I shoot myself? Or him?" 523 00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:55,895 But then I found myself in front of a mirror... 524 00:40:56,823 --> 00:41:00,206 ...and I started to brush my hair, like this... 525 00:41:00,889 --> 00:41:02,448 ...stroke... 526 00:41:02,839 --> 00:41:05,142 ...after stroke... 527 00:41:05,335 --> 00:41:07,702 ...after stroke... 528 00:41:08,696 --> 00:41:12,492 My curls melted away... 529 00:41:19,864 --> 00:41:21,554 How many are we at? 530 00:41:22,551 --> 00:41:24,079 Thirty-four. 531 00:41:25,687 --> 00:41:28,655 Why do we have to reach exactly 100? 532 00:41:29,943 --> 00:41:33,456 Because at the hundredth stroke... 533 00:41:34,167 --> 00:41:36,983 ...my hair was back to being straight. 534 00:41:37,751 --> 00:41:39,214 I looked at myself. 535 00:41:40,151 --> 00:41:42,453 He had no power over me anymore. 536 00:41:42,648 --> 00:41:44,590 I was a different person. 537 00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:48,818 Thirty-five, thirty-six... 538 00:41:51,479 --> 00:41:53,999 ...thirty-seven, thirty-eight... 539 00:41:55,191 --> 00:41:56,402 ...thirty-nine... 540 00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:59,534 "Dear Diary, another year has begun. 541 00:41:59,896 --> 00:42:02,198 New Year, new Melissa. 542 00:42:02,968 --> 00:42:05,553 I will kick anything that I don't like... 543 00:42:05,975 --> 00:42:08,365 ...and I'll find love, and pleasure... 544 00:42:08,568 --> 00:42:10,989 ...and tenderness, and passion..." 545 00:42:11,608 --> 00:42:12,688 Yes? 546 00:42:12,888 --> 00:42:14,294 It's Daniele. 547 00:42:16,248 --> 00:42:18,004 - Hi. - Just "Hi"? 548 00:42:18,199 --> 00:42:20,304 - What am I supposed to say? - For example: 549 00:42:20,471 --> 00:42:21,486 "Long time no see! 550 00:42:21,687 --> 00:42:24,054 - Where have you been, Daniele?" - Right: 551 00:42:24,249 --> 00:42:25,524 Where have you been? 552 00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:26,897 And you? 553 00:42:27,095 --> 00:42:29,648 - Where have you been? - Nowhere. 554 00:42:29,847 --> 00:42:31,571 Did you miss me? 555 00:42:31,768 --> 00:42:33,556 I missed you. 556 00:42:35,287 --> 00:42:38,287 Can I ask if you want to come over, right away... 557 00:42:38,488 --> 00:42:40,080 ...to make love? 558 00:42:40,279 --> 00:42:42,864 - You mean like last time? - Much better. 559 00:42:43,031 --> 00:42:44,341 I have a surprise for you. 560 00:42:45,879 --> 00:42:47,309 Melissa... 561 00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:49,839 ...you still there? 562 00:42:50,968 --> 00:42:52,178 Melissa? 563 00:42:52,887 --> 00:42:54,317 Are you coming? 564 00:42:56,151 --> 00:42:57,558 Yes. 565 00:43:09,816 --> 00:43:11,539 Melissa... 566 00:43:26,359 --> 00:43:28,464 You've really changed. 567 00:43:29,016 --> 00:43:30,925 Is this the surprise? 568 00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:33,329 No. 569 00:43:34,359 --> 00:43:36,018 It's much better. 570 00:43:37,079 --> 00:43:38,574 Close your eyes. 571 00:43:45,111 --> 00:43:48,526 Now wait here. Don't move. 572 00:43:49,047 --> 00:43:50,770 Sit still. 573 00:43:57,720 --> 00:43:59,182 Daniele? 574 00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:01,363 Keep your eyes closed! 575 00:44:50,296 --> 00:44:51,888 Is he the surprise? 576 00:44:52,087 --> 00:44:53,811 Why? Don't you like it? 577 00:44:55,512 --> 00:44:58,130 I thought you wanted to be with me. 578 00:44:59,832 --> 00:45:01,008 Wait. Wait. 579 00:45:01,207 --> 00:45:04,556 Three is a good number. You'll see, you'll like it. 580 00:45:04,919 --> 00:45:07,440 I also have a surprise. I'm leaving. 581 00:45:08,247 --> 00:45:09,808 Don't be such a baby. 582 00:45:10,807 --> 00:45:11,736 Baby? 583 00:45:14,328 --> 00:45:16,084 Baby, huh? 584 00:45:22,552 --> 00:45:23,762 So I'm just a baby? 585 00:45:23,959 --> 00:45:25,847 One hell of a baby! 586 00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:28,461 I'll show you what kind of baby I am. 587 00:46:30,520 --> 00:46:31,926 Why are you here? 588 00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:35,894 Your girlfriend doesn't know how to strip you like this? 589 00:47:00,407 --> 00:47:01,357 Listen. 590 00:47:02,648 --> 00:47:04,209 I've got an idea. 591 00:47:06,488 --> 00:47:07,765 Come on. 592 00:47:08,279 --> 00:47:10,167 Today I'll be your girlfriend. 593 00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:11,886 Shut up. 594 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,156 Tell me if you like this. 595 00:47:26,488 --> 00:47:29,138 Daniele, look how... 596 00:47:36,568 --> 00:47:39,436 Daniele and Arnaldo together? Are you insane? 597 00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:41,550 I don't know what happened to me. 598 00:47:41,944 --> 00:47:44,562 At some point something switched on inside me... 599 00:47:44,759 --> 00:47:47,377 ...rage, I wanted to teach them a lesson... 600 00:47:47,639 --> 00:47:49,811 ...show them that I'm not their little toy. 601 00:47:50,584 --> 00:47:52,689 And you know something? I liked it! 602 00:47:52,888 --> 00:47:54,895 I don't know how to explain it. 603 00:47:56,152 --> 00:47:58,039 I felt completely alive. 604 00:47:58,264 --> 00:47:59,693 And... 605 00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:02,805 ...did you have an orgasm? 606 00:48:02,999 --> 00:48:04,177 No. 607 00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:07,218 I love you, but you're wrong about this. 608 00:48:07,991 --> 00:48:10,261 Those guys are gonna go around telling everyone. 609 00:48:10,456 --> 00:48:12,529 Promise me that you won't do it again! 610 00:48:13,528 --> 00:48:15,154 I love you too. 611 00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:19,349 Melissa, what are you doing? You're destroying your nails! 612 00:48:19,511 --> 00:48:20,973 Please. 613 00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:30,741 "I discovered sex-chats. 614 00:48:30,967 --> 00:48:34,164 You don't suffer, you enjoy yourself and that's it. 615 00:48:35,287 --> 00:48:38,322 I'm Myself, I'm looking for someone to have sex with anyone." 616 00:48:38,520 --> 00:48:41,302 Melissa! Why do you lock yourself in? 617 00:48:41,656 --> 00:48:44,242 Could you help me fold the tulle, please? 618 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:46,000 Fine! I'm coming! 619 00:48:51,095 --> 00:48:53,332 "In the chat I can say whatever comes to my mind. 620 00:48:53,527 --> 00:48:55,382 Be everything I want to be. 621 00:48:55,576 --> 00:48:57,006 I am free. 622 00:49:00,312 --> 00:49:02,254 Manuela can't understand. 623 00:49:02,679 --> 00:49:06,291 I'd like to tell her that I would fuck the first guy who comes along. 624 00:49:06,489 --> 00:49:08,211 Imagine her face." 625 00:49:16,536 --> 00:49:18,804 SPRING 626 00:50:01,048 --> 00:50:03,219 I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE WOMAN IN THE PICTURE... 627 00:50:20,728 --> 00:50:22,450 ...AND THAT EVERYONE CAME TO LOOK AT ME 628 00:51:08,471 --> 00:51:12,018 "Dear Diary, even I can't believe it. 629 00:51:12,249 --> 00:51:14,931 Today I did it with the museum custodian. 630 00:51:15,159 --> 00:51:18,772 He took me to a hidden place and we did it. 631 00:51:19,256 --> 00:51:22,223 My body exploded with pleasure. 632 00:51:23,479 --> 00:51:26,578 I don't know how he dared but Daniele called me. 633 00:51:26,775 --> 00:51:30,899 There was a small party at his place with people I didn't know. 634 00:51:31,416 --> 00:51:34,098 I let an older guy touch me... 635 00:51:34,295 --> 00:51:35,921 ...just to make Daniele jealous." 636 00:51:36,120 --> 00:51:37,297 No, come on. 637 00:51:38,008 --> 00:51:40,757 "Desire in the least appropriate moments. 638 00:51:40,985 --> 00:51:44,017 Now in class, I want to come while the teacher is lecturing. 639 00:51:44,217 --> 00:51:47,959 Today I'm 16, I'm not a child anymore. 640 00:51:48,184 --> 00:51:51,053 I feel different, freer, truer. 641 00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:54,189 I'd like to talk to Manuela. But anyway she doesn't understand. 642 00:51:54,424 --> 00:51:56,660 She's there, hiding under her layer of fat... 643 00:51:56,856 --> 00:51:58,350 ...afraid of her own shadow!" 644 00:51:58,520 --> 00:51:59,949 Give it to me! 645 00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:04,749 Sorry. 646 00:52:05,176 --> 00:52:06,582 And you? 647 00:52:06,904 --> 00:52:08,311 You let them... 648 00:52:08,856 --> 00:52:11,125 - What kind of friend are you? - Me? 649 00:52:11,352 --> 00:52:14,800 What was I supposed to do? Hiding under my layer of fat. 650 00:52:15,768 --> 00:52:17,524 Go fuck yourselves! 651 00:52:17,816 --> 00:52:19,441 You too, Manuela! 652 00:52:27,608 --> 00:52:29,680 "They think they know everything about me... 653 00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:31,854 ...but they don't know anything. 654 00:52:33,688 --> 00:52:35,575 They say I'm a whore? 655 00:52:35,896 --> 00:52:39,758 I'll buy a sexy dress to show them what kind of whore I can be. 656 00:52:42,232 --> 00:52:44,174 I'm different than them. 657 00:52:44,376 --> 00:52:46,743 I have the courage to be myself. 658 00:52:52,441 --> 00:52:53,967 I'm done with Manuela. 659 00:52:54,168 --> 00:52:55,598 Forever." 660 00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:06,741 - Hello, Melissa. - Good afternoon. 661 00:53:08,824 --> 00:53:09,936 Grandma! 662 00:54:15,609 --> 00:54:19,154 "Dear Diary, will someone ever look at me that way? 663 00:54:19,928 --> 00:54:22,798 Who will hold me like that, with that much passion?" 664 00:54:23,256 --> 00:54:24,564 Mom! 665 00:54:25,432 --> 00:54:26,741 - Mom! - Hello, sweetheart. 666 00:54:27,896 --> 00:54:29,456 Everything okay? 667 00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:31,247 Excellent! 668 00:54:31,448 --> 00:54:33,836 I see you've finally dressed up. What a lovely dress! 669 00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:35,317 About time! 670 00:54:36,184 --> 00:54:39,250 I'd lengthen it a couple of centimeters, but the rest seems perfect. 671 00:54:39,448 --> 00:54:41,783 - How much did you pay for it? - Fifty euros. 672 00:54:41,976 --> 00:54:45,173 What brought on this change? Is there someone you like? 673 00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:46,895 I'm going to study. 674 00:54:47,641 --> 00:54:49,647 Melissa, wait for me! 675 00:54:51,641 --> 00:54:52,949 Melissa! 676 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,382 Melissa, wait for me. 677 00:54:58,457 --> 00:55:00,431 Can I give you a lift? 678 00:55:01,752 --> 00:55:04,686 - I don't have a helmet. - I have yours in the back! 679 00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:07,091 I want to be alone. 680 00:55:54,008 --> 00:55:56,375 Melissa, wait, I can explain. 681 00:55:56,760 --> 00:55:59,696 I tried to stop them, but I couldn't. 682 00:55:59,897 --> 00:56:01,685 It was awful for me too! 683 00:56:26,456 --> 00:56:28,114 Your mobile. 684 00:56:45,912 --> 00:56:47,440 Hello? 685 00:56:48,216 --> 00:56:49,492 Hi. 686 00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:52,214 Where? 687 00:57:09,848 --> 00:57:12,914 Arnaldo, here I am. 688 00:57:13,656 --> 00:57:15,380 Daniele's not here? 689 00:57:16,760 --> 00:57:18,167 Maybe. 690 00:57:20,440 --> 00:57:21,869 Let's go. 691 00:57:32,248 --> 00:57:33,775 Why this ugly place? 692 00:57:34,489 --> 00:57:36,692 Because it's a nice place. 693 00:57:37,975 --> 00:57:39,536 Come on! 694 00:57:46,264 --> 00:57:47,758 Wait. 695 00:57:53,016 --> 00:57:54,391 It's a game. 696 00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:16,214 What am I doing here? 697 00:58:16,761 --> 00:58:18,102 What a question. 698 00:58:18,808 --> 00:58:19,920 Come on! 699 00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:22,160 But why did you blindfold me? 700 00:58:24,728 --> 00:58:26,584 Because you're a slut. 701 00:58:27,896 --> 00:58:31,572 You do what I say and you like it, right? 702 00:58:47,736 --> 00:58:49,144 I want to leave. 703 00:58:49,337 --> 00:58:50,928 Don't kid around. 704 00:58:51,543 --> 00:58:53,933 - I don't want to do it anymore. - Don't kid around. 705 00:58:54,232 --> 00:58:55,726 No! 706 00:59:50,584 --> 00:59:52,406 Get on your knees. 707 00:59:54,648 --> 00:59:56,055 Down. 708 00:59:56,408 --> 00:59:57,838 Down. 709 00:59:59,255 --> 01:00:00,849 Now do as I say. 710 01:00:01,497 --> 01:00:02,902 One by one. 711 01:00:03,481 --> 01:00:04,942 Like a pro. 712 01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:34,735 "I gave myself 100 strokes of the brush. 713 01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:36,342 It didn't work. 714 01:01:36,569 --> 01:01:39,415 They didn't take away the anguish nor the pain. 715 01:01:39,929 --> 01:01:43,093 What do I care? I don't need to forget. 716 01:01:44,056 --> 01:01:47,668 No one can make me ashamed of who I am." 717 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:52,182 - They're a bunch of cowards. - I can't believe it! 718 01:01:52,377 --> 01:01:54,198 It's unfair, it's unfair. 719 01:02:15,576 --> 01:02:18,391 MYSELF: In my mouth five different tastes of men met... 720 01:02:18,552 --> 01:02:20,527 ...five different flavors. 721 01:02:21,080 --> 01:02:23,055 What's your taste like? 722 01:02:26,168 --> 01:02:28,853 ANYONE: Come to meet me instead of always saying no... 723 01:02:29,049 --> 01:02:31,537 ...and I will squirt it in your mouth too. 724 01:02:32,537 --> 01:02:34,446 You're one of those who talks and talks... 725 01:02:34,649 --> 01:02:36,339 ...but makes it all up. 726 01:02:37,401 --> 01:02:39,702 MYSELF: Where should I come? 727 01:02:41,209 --> 01:02:45,170 ANYONE: Via Gianna Brezzi 25, interno 13, tomorrow afternoon. 728 01:02:45,816 --> 01:02:48,086 Or are you afraid of my taste? 729 01:02:51,321 --> 01:02:54,517 ANYONE: You're the one who should be afraid. 730 01:02:55,512 --> 01:02:58,294 You'll see I don't make things up. 731 01:03:14,169 --> 01:03:15,597 Melissa! 732 01:03:16,921 --> 01:03:20,237 Melissa, sweetheart! Come see what I brought you. 733 01:03:28,057 --> 01:03:29,682 Melissa! 734 01:03:45,017 --> 01:03:46,325 Hello. 735 01:03:46,809 --> 01:03:48,085 Yes. 736 01:03:49,720 --> 01:03:52,950 Here are the keys. Your father said to wait for him inside. 737 01:03:53,112 --> 01:03:54,421 Apartment 13. 738 01:03:55,160 --> 01:03:56,884 Yes, I'm coming right away. 739 01:04:00,089 --> 01:04:01,998 I'm coming. 740 01:04:37,433 --> 01:04:38,807 Kiss, inside, always harder. 741 01:04:38,905 --> 01:04:40,564 In my mouth, I like the taste of sperm. 742 01:04:40,665 --> 01:04:41,679 Kiss my cock, penetration. 743 01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:43,921 Put tongue, first time from behind, sweet taste. 744 01:04:44,121 --> 01:04:46,422 Chemistry classroom. I don't want to be like my mother. 745 01:04:46,617 --> 01:04:47,958 Five of them. Suck ed them all. 746 01:04:48,185 --> 01:04:51,730 Strong excitement. Bad grade. Like a real slut. Pain, pain. 747 01:04:52,089 --> 01:04:54,031 Chat man, I'm coming. 748 01:05:01,624 --> 01:05:03,032 Melissa! 749 01:05:53,336 --> 01:05:56,848 Open the boxes and choose who you want to be 750 01:06:01,561 --> 01:06:03,251 How is she? Can I see her? 751 01:06:03,449 --> 01:06:06,645 No, it's not possible. I'm sorry. She's in intensive care. 752 01:06:06,841 --> 01:06:08,979 Madam, please wait here. 753 01:06:13,144 --> 01:06:14,770 Please, wait here. 754 01:06:59,289 --> 01:07:00,532 Excuse me. 755 01:07:00,728 --> 01:07:03,544 You must be Elvira's daughter-in-law, right? 756 01:07:08,089 --> 01:07:10,805 I'm a friend of hers. 757 01:07:13,240 --> 01:07:16,175 You know, she didn't even recognize me. 758 01:07:26,233 --> 01:07:27,543 No. 759 01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:34,095 Be brave. 760 01:07:34,969 --> 01:07:36,397 Be brave. 761 01:08:41,529 --> 01:08:42,958 Myself? 762 01:08:52,504 --> 01:08:54,894 I'm sorry. We did the best we could. 763 01:08:55,384 --> 01:08:56,660 Thank you. 764 01:09:04,632 --> 01:09:05,941 Myself? 765 01:09:13,881 --> 01:09:15,374 Myself? 766 01:09:30,425 --> 01:09:31,918 Come out. 767 01:09:48,729 --> 01:09:50,584 What have you done? 768 01:09:53,209 --> 01:09:55,151 You've mixed everything up! 769 01:09:58,553 --> 01:10:00,047 Choose. 770 01:10:03,000 --> 01:10:04,462 You have to choose. 771 01:10:06,457 --> 01:10:08,050 Disobeying? 772 01:10:08,569 --> 01:10:10,478 Who do you think you are? 773 01:10:13,337 --> 01:10:15,224 Myself! 774 01:10:16,440 --> 01:10:17,935 Punish me! 775 01:10:27,000 --> 01:10:28,594 Now it's my turn! 776 01:10:42,680 --> 01:10:45,997 I want to go! Please, let me go! 777 01:11:08,697 --> 01:11:09,745 Grandma! 778 01:11:23,576 --> 01:11:25,137 Where is she? 779 01:11:25,913 --> 01:11:27,854 I tried to call you. 780 01:11:28,057 --> 01:11:31,405 I'll take you to see her later. It's not scary, she's so beautiful. 781 01:11:31,610 --> 01:11:32,853 Did she suffer? 782 01:11:34,137 --> 01:11:35,697 Were you there? 783 01:11:36,185 --> 01:11:39,152 No, it happened suddenly. 784 01:12:42,681 --> 01:12:44,023 My love. 785 01:14:02,841 --> 01:14:04,728 Last time I saw her... 786 01:14:05,368 --> 01:14:08,020 ...she was sitting on that bench. 787 01:14:11,353 --> 01:14:13,360 There was a man with her. 788 01:14:14,872 --> 01:14:17,045 He was talking to her about love. 789 01:14:19,194 --> 01:14:20,884 Poor Grandma. 790 01:14:22,265 --> 01:14:25,135 I didn't realize how much I loved her. 791 01:14:26,041 --> 01:14:28,408 I'll miss her cigarettes... 792 01:14:28,602 --> 01:14:30,030 ...her mess. 793 01:14:34,072 --> 01:14:35,731 How could she? 794 01:14:38,233 --> 01:14:40,241 She left me all alone. 795 01:14:42,042 --> 01:14:43,830 I'm here with you! 796 01:14:47,161 --> 01:14:49,103 I'm here! 797 01:14:53,112 --> 01:14:54,869 I'm blind. 798 01:14:58,041 --> 01:15:00,692 But Grandma saw so many things. 799 01:15:04,570 --> 01:15:06,674 She knew that you... 800 01:15:12,281 --> 01:15:14,354 What, Mom? 801 01:15:20,345 --> 01:15:22,100 This... 802 01:15:22,681 --> 01:15:24,569 Mom, did you read it? 803 01:15:26,168 --> 01:15:27,598 Why? 804 01:15:28,921 --> 01:15:30,809 You shouldn't have. 805 01:15:34,617 --> 01:15:37,300 But those things you wrote, are they true? 806 01:15:40,856 --> 01:15:44,053 Not now, please, I'm asking you. 807 01:15:45,176 --> 01:15:46,519 Please. 808 01:15:46,745 --> 01:15:48,633 Are they true or not? 809 01:15:51,449 --> 01:15:53,456 And if they're not... 810 01:15:54,937 --> 01:15:57,457 ...how did you ever imagine them? 811 01:16:00,664 --> 01:16:02,291 Are they true? 812 01:16:11,129 --> 01:16:13,201 Forgive me, baby. 813 01:16:18,361 --> 01:16:19,823 Forgive me. 814 01:16:19,993 --> 01:16:23,888 I didn't think it was going to be so hard. 815 01:16:27,481 --> 01:16:29,041 Forgive me. 816 01:16:33,401 --> 01:16:35,377 But I'm here now. 817 01:16:44,601 --> 01:16:47,090 SUMMER 818 01:16:58,970 --> 01:17:01,719 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 819 01:17:01,913 --> 01:17:03,604 Summer is starting." 820 01:17:14,585 --> 01:17:16,210 Bully. 821 01:17:18,169 --> 01:17:19,479 Come here. 822 01:17:22,009 --> 01:17:24,562 "Can one gesture cancel all? 823 01:17:24,761 --> 01:17:26,550 Can one change at my age? 824 01:17:26,713 --> 01:17:29,047 And do I really want to change?" 825 01:17:38,650 --> 01:17:39,926 Melissa! 826 01:17:41,754 --> 01:17:43,215 Come on! 827 01:17:46,681 --> 01:17:49,015 I called you when I heard about your grandma. 828 01:17:49,209 --> 01:17:52,525 But as soon as I heard your voice, I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 829 01:17:52,729 --> 01:17:54,967 You can't imagine how it's been without you! 830 01:17:55,161 --> 01:17:58,129 I've missed you too! So much! 831 01:18:00,921 --> 01:18:02,547 Have you lost your mind? 832 01:18:02,874 --> 01:18:05,775 With all the girlfriends I have, I'm going to hit on yours? 833 01:18:05,977 --> 01:18:09,075 - You piece of shit. - You believe all the bullshit you hear? 834 01:18:09,305 --> 01:18:10,287 Daniele... 835 01:18:10,489 --> 01:18:12,212 ...Lavinia told me. 836 01:18:19,194 --> 01:18:20,852 Oh, she told you? 837 01:18:21,722 --> 01:18:25,650 And did she also tell you how she sat on my face, the bitch? 838 01:19:01,625 --> 01:19:05,335 Arnaldo! We're not gonna fight over a girl, right? 839 01:19:10,009 --> 01:19:11,765 Hi, girls! Did you pass? 840 01:19:11,961 --> 01:19:15,126 We're going to look now. I flunked, I can feel it! 841 01:19:19,449 --> 01:19:20,823 Melissa... 842 01:19:42,298 --> 01:19:44,566 - All three passed! - And me? Flunked, right? 843 01:19:44,761 --> 01:19:47,281 - No, you passed too! - That's awesome! 844 01:19:47,481 --> 01:19:51,758 - I have to retake three. Assholes. - Are you coming to Daniele's party? 845 01:19:51,961 --> 01:19:54,329 You call it a party? I'm not going there anymore. 846 01:19:54,522 --> 01:19:57,336 - Daniele is. - I don't care, I'm not going. 847 01:19:57,530 --> 01:19:58,937 Flunked! 848 01:20:00,281 --> 01:20:01,808 You're happy? 849 01:20:02,010 --> 01:20:03,919 Yeah! I mean, no... 850 01:20:04,505 --> 01:20:07,222 ...not because I failed, but because... 851 01:20:07,417 --> 01:20:09,010 Because you're talking to me... 852 01:20:09,433 --> 01:20:11,255 ...for the first time. 853 01:20:14,169 --> 01:20:15,597 Wait for me! 854 01:20:15,801 --> 01:20:18,103 But yes, because I failed also. 855 01:20:18,297 --> 01:20:21,613 - This way I can finally go to art school. - You're leaving? 856 01:20:50,522 --> 01:20:51,983 It's me? 857 01:20:53,402 --> 01:20:54,995 But how did you do them? 858 01:20:55,193 --> 01:20:57,048 I never even noticed! 859 01:21:05,562 --> 01:21:08,344 This is when I fell in love with you. 860 01:21:12,057 --> 01:21:13,234 You were there. 861 01:21:15,097 --> 01:21:16,504 I remember. 862 01:21:20,057 --> 01:21:22,261 Would you pose for your first portrait? 863 01:21:22,458 --> 01:21:23,734 My first one? 864 01:21:23,930 --> 01:21:26,450 The first that you know about. 865 01:23:21,050 --> 01:23:22,741 What a nice portrait. 866 01:23:23,706 --> 01:23:26,072 - What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 867 01:23:26,234 --> 01:23:29,333 There's a party at my place tonight. No parents. It'll be awesome. 868 01:23:29,531 --> 01:23:32,213 I'm tired of parties. They're all the same. 869 01:23:33,881 --> 01:23:35,606 All the same? 870 01:23:40,313 --> 01:23:42,288 My parties are not all the same. 871 01:23:45,370 --> 01:23:47,060 Come on, we'll have a blast! 872 01:23:47,257 --> 01:23:49,625 - I don't feel like it anymore. - Really? 873 01:23:49,817 --> 01:23:51,093 Since when? 874 01:23:52,922 --> 01:23:54,198 I know you. 875 01:23:54,425 --> 01:23:56,881 "For the first time he was looking at me... 876 01:23:57,081 --> 01:23:58,969 ...and I wasn't feeling anything. 877 01:23:59,161 --> 01:24:01,779 I didn't recognize myself in his eyes. 878 01:24:06,361 --> 01:24:08,337 He was telling me all the things... 879 01:24:08,538 --> 01:24:10,993 ...that I had longed to hear for so long... 880 01:24:11,225 --> 01:24:13,014 ...and I couldn't care less." 881 01:24:13,210 --> 01:24:16,177 I'm the only one who knows how beautiful you are. 882 01:24:21,817 --> 01:24:23,443 "I'll go to that stupid party. 883 01:24:25,657 --> 01:24:27,992 I'll be strong enough to show them all... 884 01:24:28,153 --> 01:24:31,285 ...that I don't care about their little games anymore." 885 01:25:36,090 --> 01:25:37,496 Melissa! 886 01:25:37,914 --> 01:25:39,539 Melissa! 887 01:25:42,841 --> 01:25:44,118 Come here! 888 01:25:44,346 --> 01:25:47,127 Where are you going? You have to stay with me! 889 01:26:07,162 --> 01:26:08,983 "I've changed. 890 01:26:12,378 --> 01:26:14,200 I wonder how Marco... 891 01:26:16,089 --> 01:26:18,129 ...would draw me now." 892 01:27:36,664 --> 01:27:38,137 I'm really pleased. 893 01:27:38,137 --> 01:27:39,566 You'll see how great it turned out. 894 01:27:39,770 --> 01:27:42,486 I did my best so that you could see it before leaving. 895 01:27:42,681 --> 01:27:44,111 Ah, I picked your tickets up. 896 01:27:44,345 --> 01:27:47,248 You have a stopover in Frankfurt for a few hours, then Jeddah. 897 01:27:47,450 --> 01:27:50,167 But did he say if I'll be able to go on the platform? 898 01:27:50,362 --> 01:27:52,532 Yes, he asked for special permission. 899 01:27:53,210 --> 01:27:55,152 I would love to go with you... 900 01:27:55,898 --> 01:27:58,036 ...but June is a wedding-filled month! 901 01:27:58,266 --> 01:28:01,135 But why don't you ask Mrs. Adele for a week off? 902 01:28:01,337 --> 01:28:02,319 Sweetie! 903 01:28:02,522 --> 01:28:04,277 Mrs. Adele has already been a dear. 904 01:28:04,505 --> 01:28:06,993 She gave me two weeks off to oversee the work here. 905 01:28:07,194 --> 01:28:11,317 And Dad will be so happy to spend time with you, just the two of you. 906 01:28:23,162 --> 01:28:24,535 Mom! 907 01:28:25,850 --> 01:28:28,270 You like it? I found it in Grandma's room. 908 01:28:28,505 --> 01:28:29,814 She was so beautiful. 909 01:28:30,010 --> 01:28:32,344 She looks so much like you, sweetie.